Unspoken...

Life goes on and I keep forgetting to be grateful for what it’s true. I keep lying to myself every single day relying on what strangers have to say about me, about what I like, about what I want, about who I am. Always waiting on something in life, never on the right place, always on the rush.

I keep forgetting there is only one today, only one road that I can follow at a time. I keep forgetting what is important to me doesn’t matter what everybody else thinks or believe it’s right or wrong. My dreams can only be mine, nobody else’s.

Life goes on and I keep forgetting to enjoy the simple pleasures in life. The simple things I’m always trying to capture on my pictures, are what lacks in my perception of my daily routine. The single happiness. The moments that passes me by so fast and they never come back again.

I miss you like I’ve never missed anything else in my life. And I don’t know how to deal with a feeling like this.

I wish I had done so many things different now.

I wish I had woken up earlier that Sunday, I wish I didn’t care about the house being a mess all the time. I wish I didn’t complain that my time was being consumed or the fact I couldn’t watch a movie without stopping every 10 minutes to take care of you.

Now I just “wish”, that’s all I have left. I wish I could go back in time, I wish I could change something.

I look inside me, to my own pain, and I look around to the world’s pain. There are so many things that are wrong and we don't know about it, because they don't cross our way during the day. You have no idea you made me realize that.

And all I can do right now it’s one of the thousand things I still haven’t learned in my life…. To have some hope.

I hope I can see your lovely eyes looking at me again one day. I hope you can still wake me up so early next Sunday. I hope I will never watch an entire movie ever again if the reason is you. I hope you find a way to come back home.

You were born to live a big adventure in this wild and dangerous world. I know how it feels, we have that and so much more in common.

You are somewhere out there looking for me. In my dreams I always find you. I will never stop looking for you my entire life. You are so much more than just a dog.

I promise I will never leave anything unspoken ever again.

You are the little dog with big dreams and I will never learn how to say goodbye to you. Thank you for being so true all this time. Thank you for the lessons you leave behind.